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Subject:A Decent Stalker Convo: Epilogue
Time:10:16 am
This entry is directed almost entirely towards My Stalker.

You know what, asshole? You really piss me off. You need to pull that fuckin' ugly stick outta your ass before I pull it out for you and beat the ever lovin' shit out of you. If you got somethin' ta say then say it, but try to remember who you're talking to. My name is Tabitha, and I am BETTER THAN YOU.

In fact, I'm better than ALL the people who ever gave me stupid problems without reason. I'm BETTER THAN ALL YOU ASSHOLES and I wash my hands of you. I am free of your stupidity, and shall remain so evermore.

You know why I'm better than you? Because I not only realize that there are other people on this planet, but have the decency to respect the FACT that they have feelings as well and that everything does not revolve around me. Sometimes I wish I could be king of the world too, but I just have too much self-respect.

For a long time now I haven't felt like calling you Stalker, without a sufficient substitution for your name and with the fuckfaced way you messaged me on AIM, this is what you're getting. Did you know we all call you this behind your back? That if we don't call you Scruffy we call you my Stalker? Well? Did you know that?

Now, as for the posting, TRY TO REMEMBER THAT I DO NOT GET ONLINE BUT ONCE IN A BLUE MOON. It took me five days to learn that capital letters equals shouting. Seven to learn that Sailor Moon was on the internet. And no less than 16 days did it take to learn that not everyone online is your friend. So it should come as no surprise that I DIDN'T THINK TO ASK PERMISSION BEFORE POSTING SOMEONE'S AIM NAME. If I could remember all the net nuances all the time then I'd call myself God and sit on a throne made entirely of gold and silver, AND I'D HAVE YOU BUILD IT FOR ME PIECE BY PIECE.

So you don't want to be friends? So you don't want to talk to me for a while? WELL THANK THE EVER-BLESSED LORD!!! Does that at all sound familiar to anyone else? Hmmmm, lemme think....OH YEAH! That's just what I wanted! I said to you that I didn't want to be friends anymore. I said to you that I didn't want to talk anymore. In fact, in addition to the recent event, I have said this four other times in my life. To think that it has finally come true, I am at a loss.

I've got one piece of advice for you, and grudgingly casting my pearls before swine at that. Learn to live like you are dying. Go outside. BREATH FRESH FUCKIN' AIR. Go fishing. Kick a soccer ball around. Stop rotting in your little nest. It's almost the most pathetic thing I've ever seen. I've never seen someone sit on his ass and go to college for nigh on six years. Learn to build model airplanes. Learn how to fix your car. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, DO SOMETHING! Wait...for the love of the fact that you are HUMAN and have ABILITIES and possibly something good and new to share with the world, for the love of all that GO OUTSIDE.

Because I am more civil than you, I am better than you. Because I will become something in my life and make my family proud, I am better than you. But most of all, the fact that I really know that I am your fellow human being, your neighbor as it were, and we are created equal and I am, in fact, NOT better than you; the fact that I know that makes me better than you as well.

My name is Tabitha, and I have nothing more to say to you.
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tieran
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Time:2006-04-12 08:32 pm (UTC)
Firstly, to Tabby I say sorry for this long post. I just wanna say my serious peice instead of just messing with his head more. Now then:

I agree with Tabby's last post, 'The Past' does not mean a few days ago, and it's wonderful to say you want to get better, but as of yet, you're proving yourself wrong. In fact, you're proving that you haven't changed a bit by spewing the same lines you've always spewed, 'I'm sorry, but...' 'I've changed' 'I need to explain' etc. These are all lines you've tossed before, and we've all yet to see any proof of these words.

You're still on the comp relentlessly and you're still clinging to Tabby like she can save your soul or something. I know this because half the time I think I might get a rare chance to talk with her I can't because she's busy having AIM arguments with you. And by the way, your behaviour *does* in fact, constitute a stalker. She's become an obsession to you.

You want to prove something? Back the hell away for a while, A looong while. Maybe a year or two, then *test the waters*, don't come back yelling 'squee! Tabby, lookie I've changed! I wanna be your buddy (and maybe more if you're single) again!'

Certainly I'm not perfect, far from it. Believe it or not, I used to act a bit like you!(used to = a number of *years* ago) In fact, there are *still* very many qualities I'm improving upon, but just because I've started improving doesn't mean I say 'well, that bad stuff's all the past now'. I carry it with me as a reminder 'here's what I did, this is what I should not do again.' and if someone tells me, 'hey, I don't like when you do this' I be sure and sit and think on what they say, even if I don't see what thier saying about. I don't have much in the way of social skills, but at least I know how to care about what others are feeling above how I feel, and that's quite a trick for humans.

Consider this: It's not about having the last word. If someone's letting you know there's a problem, it's not your time to say 'well, sorry, but...' and explain how they're mistaken. It's your time to think 'Are they right? what am I currently doing that's upsetting them?'
Of course, I'm sure you're gonna miss the point and immediantly say "But I *am* considering her words, you just don't know me!" Just to save your pride and win the conversation.

And as you have not changed, I say you still deserve our behind the back talk. Mainly because we listen to that Tabby has to say. Simple as that, The End, Goodbye.
Don't respond please, I'm not looking to start a flame war in Tabby's LJ.
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ginotora
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Time:2006-04-13 07:06 pm (UTC)
Why are you so apprehensive about posting in my LJ? Where did this sudden touchy-ness about interacting with me come from? Basically stop worrying about posting, girl! I keep this thing open for a reason. GREAT post, btw! ^__^
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fontine
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Time:2006-04-13 03:25 pm (UTC)
I also apologize for this long post Tabby.

Jason,

We don't talk much anymore. Do you have any idea just why that is? Mainly it is because every single time you contact me the first words out of your mouth are "How's Tabby?" Hell the last conversation we had began "Hi! How's Tabby?" I mean seriously. You ARE a stalker or at the very least have stalker tendencies. You are obsessed with Tabby. She's all you talk about, all you think about, all you focus on.

You really need to stop. You really seriously need to stop and back up and not talk to her or about her. You need to focus on things other than Tabby and probably get professional help to get yourself over your obsession. It's not healthy and it is going to keep you bound where you are in life and keep you from getting anywhere.

I've said it before and I'll say it again. Leave her alone. That doesn't mean five minutes, or five days, or even a month. That means leave her alone, period. If she feels like opening the door again she will but standing there pounding your fists against the door to be let back in is useless. The door will only remain closed.

Move on in your life Jason. Start your life and get out of this cycle you've had yourself in for the past SEVEN years. SEVEN years Jason. That is a very long time to cling to something in the manner in which you have. We want to see you better yourself and the only way you can do that is not to trumpet your horn about all the "things" you've done and ways you've "changed" but by actually changing. Don't focus on telling people how you have changed. Don't focus on Tabby anymore. Focus on fixing your life and breaking free of this cycle you're in.
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(Anonymous)
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Time:2006-04-13 03:34 pm (UTC)
"Mainly it is because every single time you contact me the first words out of your mouth are "How's Tabby?" Hell the last conversation we had began "Hi! How's Tabby?" I mean seriously. You ARE a stalker or at the very least have stalker tendencies. You are obsessed with Tabby. She's all you talk about, all you think about, all you focus on. " <---See Stalker? I'm not the only one who thinks you're all the time saying "Hi! How's Tabby?" Now you understand why we aren't friends anymore.

Oh, and just to note, for all the shit you've done to my sister you most certainly deserve to be called Stalker and deserve the constant whispering behind your back. You know why? Because you're an ass, you will always be an ass, and you will die from assdom.

Hi fontine (: Haven't talk to you in a while. Kudos on this comment.
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julieandrewsluv
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Time:2006-04-13 03:35 pm (UTC)
Forgot to log in. Oh, and I noticed that in a comment or something you referred to me as julieandrewsluv Taffa. Don't bother. Everyone knows that I'm Luci on here. You can use my name.
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ginotora
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Time:2006-04-13 07:03 pm (UTC)
Goody, thanks. Just didn't want to step on any toes again. **sigh**
Anyway, I'm so excited! I can't believe you're finally on your way! Keep your chin up and please get here so we can wreak much tasty havoc upon the people.
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ginotora
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Time:2006-04-13 07:08 pm (UTC)
Everyone's apologizing for long posts. I say it this way; you know how you prefer to get good, solid critiques in devart rather than a "thank you for posting?" Well I kind of see this in the same light. Not that I EVER want critiques on my posts, EVER, (just too personal for someone to actually judge), but I enjoy good, meaty posts I can really sink my teeth into. And I must copy Luce in saying kudos to you for this most wonderful comment.
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ginotora
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Time:2006-04-13 07:12 pm (UTC)
I'm ecstatic that everyone is taking to this most important post of mine. I appreciate all the opinions, they're fantastic. But isn't anyone gonna comment on the hugely awesome can of WHOOPASS I tore open up there? I mean, damned that was badassian!!!
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fontine
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Time:2006-04-13 07:15 pm (UTC)
*laughs* Yes that was a really awesome post there Tabby. It is really good to see you saying the things you really truly need to say and not backing down. It is a good happy thing to see. It really is. ^_^
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ginotora
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Time:2006-04-14 12:11 am (UTC)
Amen. >^-___-^
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ginotora
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Time:2006-04-14 12:12 am (UTC)
Oh, and I meant a most important, not like, the most important or anything.
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